Ya ever get mad happy that everything looks like it's come'n tagther? And that theres gonna be hope? But then some shit happens and ya worry like crazy it'll never be the same? Pfff, never really was the same in the first place, but still. I wanna thank mah peeps at school for stick'n by me. Or at least just ur presence helps me sometimez tao. Like Lee, Sammy, TImmeh, Jenny, Jennie, my wonderous Yaoi Twins, Liz, Amber, yesh, and you too Jake. All of you guys? Thanx....

I've been have'n really weird dreams lately... 2 days ago I dreamt I was dead. Well, it wazza weird dead. Thge first half of the dream wazza deja vou dream. Sometimes, I'll dream that I'm in places, and thenn I'll have another dream many days later with a different plot and everything, but I'm back in the same enviorment. I was atthe end of this mind cart railroad thing, kinda like ya see in Donkey Kong Country, ya know? And it was outside, it was misty, but there was dis HUGE rainbow thing in the sky!! Kinda like a big track er sumthin. And for some reason Kwazy Modo was ther (Please, I have NAw clue on how ta spell his name >.< ) And so was Esmerelda. And they were pointing to the rainbow and singing. And some parrot yelled at me on the fence cause I wasn't bustin out show tunes with them. I got pissed, so I stomped off the trackand went into my Dad's basement. There was a giant party goin on. A buncha people were jump'n, drink'n, dance'n god knows what else, and when I get down there I get really sick. I guess they were all my friends. In my dream they were my buds, but like, I've never seen um before. It was pretty much a "YO! PARTY AT YOSHI'Z!!!!!" But Some asswipe caught me of guard and hurld me into this picture frame. "Haha, WHOOPS! My bad!" Like he's all "WHOOPSIE! About it. Fuck'n killed me, and it wazza WHOOPS!?!? Aw ya right yo, HEY! THERE'S YOSHI! ::throws her off an endlessly spikey and thorned cliff:: Whoopsie daisy! T_T I couldn't hear him anywayz. Cause like, glass was falling all around my ears. And then the party died out. And I looked up and SHIT yo!! O_o!! Fuck'n clouds, EVERYWHERE!!! Some gold shiz too. I still had the picture frame around my neck as I continued ta walk around, but then I decided I should take it off. When I did, I was back in my Dad's basement. I waz like even more, O_o!!!..... So I put it back on and I was in heaven again...

My other dream I had last night... It really broke my heart... I dun even wanna call it a dream, cause it was more like a nightmare! But I wasn't scared er nuthin. Just really heart broken. Someone had posted an image on DA, an oil painting saying "To: Yoshi" for it's title. ( T_T Ya, I dream I'm on DA sometimez. Hell, I have CPU dreams, big deal? What of it??! ) I clicked on the oil painting, and the oil painting was of this grey person on the ground. It didn't have a face, just all grey, and it had long claws. It looked like a person's shadow, only longer and had no hair. A better description would be those grey puddy things from the first Power Rangers, XP. But I think it had long claws to dig at the groound to try and drag itself away... Then the oil painting started to move, and a giant smooshy, lard like, peice fat splatter, pus thing fell from the sky and landed on the figure, and it was like, in mad pain... The description under it was: "To: Yoshi... I hope your happy... You hurt my best friend in the whole world and she'll NEVER RECOVER!!! She;ll never be the same because of you!! The peice that's lost is unreplaceable!!" It just sorta went on like that for awhile... I was kinda spooked when I woke up this morning... I have an idea what it's about but... If I'm right, then I did sumthin really wrong and I have naw clue what I did...

I'm supposed ta have alotta fun these last 10 days of school.... Partys, my daddy's come'n up just for me, so he can take only me out to dinner, and Liz's party tao. ^__^ I'm actually really look'n forward to Daddy and Liz's party. Joey's gonna be there.<3 aw ya, and FYI. -^_^-; We're actually a couple now. Go figure ya? He's a super sweetheart, really he is. I'll see him soon, but I still, miss him since we dun go to the same school. I watched Independence Day and Treasure Planet over the weekened. Seriously best movies, ever. I rambled about Treasure Planet all day, and I would ramble now, but I'm just nat in the mood. Srry yo... I'm actually keep'n up with my comic. And I also got a lovely package from my Drow-chikay in school today with this lovely picture inside: [link] . Hee, as soon as I saw the card, I said aloud, "Well THIS musta been the answer to that Da Vinci or Klimit." And I open it up ta see, "I guess you've figured out why I asked you the Da Vinci or Klimit question, huh?" XD Thanx you Drow chikay. Your packages always seem ta come at the best time I need'um most. Your teh shiz girl, and duncha ever let anybody tell you else wise.

Well peeps, I have a weird ass collab ta finish. And I guess I really should study for SPanish too later on tanight. ::sighs:: I wanna watch some Treasure Planet yo...
Later all.



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